Discussion of Our Love

Lizzy and I had some more private time to talk and we discussed how our love developed. I told her about how I was stubborn at the beginning but I have loved her for a while. She seemed truly flattered. Then I wanted to spread the engagement so I wrote a letter of my good news to my aunt..who won't be so pleased. Wickham continues to ask me for money, but even that cannot bring down my good spirits. I am going to be a married man!

Lizzy agrees!

About a week after my aunt spoke to Lizzy, I visited Bingley at Netherfield. We went and visited the Bennet's and we all went for a nice country stroll. Lizzy and I dropped back to talk and we expressed our feelings for eachother. She told me that she would indeed marry me and I was the happiest man I have ever been in my life! I cannot wait to set the date! WOOHOOO

My Aunt's Absurdity

I received news that my aunt Lady Catherine visited Lizzy. She told her not to marry me because it would look bad for me! This is ridiculous and I want to confront my aunt immediately. I know she just wants the best for me but doing this is strictly uncalled for. I am fuming with anger right now.

My Proposal Plans

Bingley and Jane got engaged one week ago. Therefore, Lizzy is probably happy that her sister is happy. Now, I will seize the moment and propose to her again and hopefully she will accept. I know I will be so much happier if I marry the love of my life. I cannot wait!

Dinner With Lizzy

Bingley and I went to a dinner party with the Bennet's. Bingley sat next to Jane and pays lots of attention to her, trying to get back in her good graces. On the other hand, I positioned myself far from Lizzy. I am playing hard to get and as though I am still upset about her rejection of my marriage proposal. I do not wish to talk to her anyway with all the other people around. If she wishes to appologize or say something to me, I will be privately available later.

Arrival in Netherfield

A while after the wedding, my good pal Bingley and I headed to Netherfield. We visited the home of the Bennet's to chit chat for a while. Miss Bennet was extremely polite and nice to Bingley. However, she was completely rude and inconsiderate to me. Apparently she has not found out that I am the secret benefactor yet. I am sure that she will feel terrible after realizing that I was the wedding saviour. Or not...Miss Bennet is cold-hearted and a terrible person.

My Plan Unfolding

My plan went as planned so far! I went to the wedding of Lydia and Wickham at the church. When it ended, I paid Wickham a sizeable amount and the Bennet's still believe the Gardiner's were the ones who paid. However, I kow that Lizzy and the rest of the Bennet's will eventually find out that I did this good deed. Then, I will propose to Lizzy again and she will not be able to reject me!